I don’t know what happened to expressing your feelings, but sometimes I feel like people are so quick to judge, and so quick to make remarks about certain behaviors or characteristics. Everyone needs to just stop. It’s fine to be mad sometimes, to cry every once in a while, or even to isolate yourself. People keep saying that honesty is fundamental, but when we honestly show (some of) our emotions, suddenly that’s frowned upon and disapproved by society. WELL SCREW society, be whoever you want to be. Don’t let anyone tell you that your emotions need to be changed. 

I don’t know whats been going on, but suddenly everything is so clear. I really don’t need to be “friends” with so many people. I don’t want anymore drama, and I’m not interested in stories and ‘venting sessions’ from/about certain people. I’m done. I’m done fighting for friendships that are unappreciated by the other person. I’m done being mistreated by people who say they’re my friends. It’s time to be harsh, and it’s time to make some changes.

I really don’t like anyone here, and i won’t be seeing my siblings at all this summer. Hopefully I can spend time with my old high school friends (I actually like them)! And I guess it’s nice that a few of my GW friends will be in Israel…but other than that, nothing to look forward to.